Just An Excerpt. " Childhood " ( Short book ) Rough Draft

" The Occult in Childhood " 

" Sitting in my closet, studying, reading, using the Ouija Board, learning the Tarot Cards and their meanings, were the long nights I would spend in my small 2 window bedroom.  My Father actually turned my closet into something spectacular, a life-size Jeannie Bottle.  I was just fascinated by everything within the field of the Occult.

I can recall one night sitting in my closet, using the Ouija.  I can't remember who I was talking with but the voices inside the closet, scared the living hell out of me.  Now, being about 9-10 years old, it was more than likely my own mind playing tricks on me.  Of course it was, I wasn't ready to be using this intense tool yet.  I didn't have enough knowledge or experience under my fingers to properly USE the tool. This is when I really started to focus more and more on my Ouija Board.

One morning, at about 4 AM I would wake up, before school and quickly grab my books on Witchcraft, Magick, Tarot and of course, my Ouija.  I had sat down quickly, placed my hands on the Planchette and starting talking to whomever would come through. "

" Anne "  

" My jaw dropped, my internet connection had dropped, a phone call had come in, go figure.  Anne's chat went off, I was on the floor, curled up in a ball, crying my eyes out.  How could something so good come into my life and then leave?  What was this cancer she had?  I had so many questions that still go unanswered to this day. "

Ryan Espich 2015 

A Very Random Thought Bubble ( Higher-Self Maybe ) ?

4/21/2015 

I always warn people of the dangers that accompany the Ouija Board.  I would never advise anyone with any sort of health issue to use the board.  Staying away from street and recreational drugs, are a plus too, also illegal.  I've always used my board in a " clean " way.  I would never want to ruin the connections I have with this parallel universe.  

In a sense of " knowing " you feel so much peace, you don't need narcotics to feel great.  It's all coming from within your own self.  This is your higher-self, now, telling you this.  You don't need a life-style like that which you fear.  

Never let those horrible, destructive things in your life.  They will take your light away from you.  If you have no light you can't shine.  It's the truth, it's real, it's common sense.  

 Balancing yourself and attuning with these energies, sober, is a sure way to make good and clear communications.  
Go outside right now, barefoot, cold or hot, day or not.  



                           Earth yourself and feel everything connecting to the nerves of your feet.  



4/22/2015

This book has not only helped me heal myself, but ones around me are healing as well.  They tell me their Dream Encounters ".  It's bizarre, my " spell-craft " work is present in their dreams.  

All in all here is my book review, my first, too.  A very well written and amazing piece of literature.  Thank You Karen. :) 

I don't own this image.  I don't know who does.  Credit tho. It's amazing.

Here is my review.  The Spirits of OUIJA *4 decades of communication* By:  Karen A. Dahlman.

The Red Meal in Traditional Witchcraft

The Red Meal

1.  Walk a counterclockwise circle where you will be performing the red meal.  This will connect you with the underworld.  

2.  Ask the great horned master and Witchfather to bless a small pot, or bowl f water, making it  "full of grace and a rad of the unseen powers ", and then anoint with it, and sprinkle it around your area in the same manner you walked it.  Then light a candle or lamp, asking the secret presence and Witchmother to make it " a powerful lamp and light to what is seen and unseen, and a great door to the otherness ".  ( Focus on a beautiful horned man and a gorgeous woman).  

3.  Ring the bell.  Ringing its sound to the ears of the powers you are sharing the red meal with.  If this is all the invocation you need, then continue.  If not, invoke them using your own words, r with one of the invocations of your choice.  

4.  Say the blessing for the bread, with your left hand over it:

" Here is bread, the life of the earth.  Blessed to give us life and strength.  I consecrate it in the name of (insert ) with my left hand I bless it, with my left hand I shall eat it. "

5.  Ring the bell again, and say for the wine, while lifting the cup:

" Here is wine, filling the cup with abundance.  I consecrate it in the name of ( insert ).  With my left hand I lift it.  With my left hand I shall drink it."  

Holding the cup in your left hand still, bring it to your lips and say:

" I drink this cup in my lady's name.  She shall gather me home again. "

Now drink a little.  

After the wine eat a piece of the bread.  Bring the piece of bread to your lips with your left hand and say:

" I eat this bread in the unknown name, for fear and care, and want of him. " 

Then eat.

The rest of the wine should be poured into the bowl with the bread, mixing them together.  Dip your finger in the mixture and anoint your forehead.  If the space you are performing the red meal at needs cleansing you can sprinkle the wine around it.  As with tools and such.  

When this is done, life up the bowl of wine and bread and say the declaration of giving: 

" As some is taken, so is this given.  By the sons and daughter of the family of the old faith.  I give it to the ground, I give it to the pale-people below.  That above and below will become one.  For what is taken is truly given and what is given is truly taken.  The day and the night are wed as the living and the dead.  Here is shown a mystery. " 

After the declaration is made, the bowl of wine is poured on the ground, tree rots, a stone, the river.  Your rite is now done.  

( All material is based on Robin Artisson ) 

" Ritual Evocation With The Black Mirror " + Video How To.

Once a spirit is bound to a vessel you may wish to further see what it has to show you.  Visions, the other-side, shades, even the scariest things of your subconscious.  If your will is weak you can become obsessed with the force.  

Place the circle again in the chamber, in the triangle.  Place the spirit you have created ( or want to conjure ) inside the triangle.  this is the very meeting place of the spirits.  Burn the incense and very few candles should be lit.  The ambience of the chamber should be suitable to bring their world into ours.  Intone the following:

" Spirit N.  I do rouse thee from the vessel, tomb of darkness.  I summon and call unto thee Spirit N.  To arise from they vessel and present thyself in the reflection of this mirror.  Present yourself in the form which that is known, impart upon me thy visions of the world of shadows and that which I seek to know. "

The spirit should appear in the mirror or in the chamber, with you.  The presence should be something of greatness.  Write down that which is shown to you.  

Do use this formula with caution.  If you are laying a compass to invite ONE particular spirit in, other shades of the dead do and WILL try and intrude on you.  It leaves you with a horrible shakiness, anxiety and very bad dry mouth.  

Coexisting and Coping With The Dead

                                            

"Death in my Craft Part 1

Death is inevitable.  We live it, breathe it, go through it.  Only in accepting your own death you will most certainly, then be able to fully appreciate your own existence.  I feel as if Necromancy is a way of life.  Incorporating death into most aspects of your life.  It happens and we have to deal with it.  Nothing can be destroyed, energy just changes forms.  That can be scientifically backed too.  The Ouija and a lot of divination techniques can't be.   Though these methods work for us.  Being shy of 20 years using the Talking Board, you'd think one would know.  

I'm not sure if I'm looking for scientific proof, although it helps.  The idea of Quantum Physics gives me a much better feeling.  There's more depth and works to study, on Death.  It is afterall the only thing promised.   I do believe in a Higher Power, just not sure what to call it/label/put a face on.  I feel personally the dead are much more readily accessible to us.  

I see Death in my Craft and in all aspects of my life, I've embraced it, I do not fear it.  I don't want it to happen anytime soon, nor wish it on anything or anyone.  So my thought is, the Ouija is a tool that proves useful and effective in it's use.  Seeing the dead and spirits, energies, what have you, helps with using the board.  

I never asked to see such beings.  Over the years I've learned to let it work on my behalf, instead of become a burden or bother.  It can be tough being a sensitive and clairvoyant.  The dead surround us at all times.  The air we breathe, the winds, oceans.  Meditation and studying is what's kept me balanced.  

I wasn't always balanced.  That just lead to a reckless lifestyle and choice of acquaintances.  I see a lot of sensitives that turn to opiates and narcotic abuse, it's a sad thing too.  Don't use a pill to numb it away.  It will work for you eventually.  When I was unbalanced I turned to pain killers a lot.  I overcame that though, until this day.  The spirits I believe ( my grandma mostly ) helped me through it.  

It can be a great tool for self exploration and mind solving problems.  Explore it.  ;) 

Being sensitive and in a house that has activity, is tiring.  Sleep aid does help lol.  Sadly but truly it does.  They do keep me up tonight though, even through sleep aid.  Always know who's alive and who's not.  

Necromancy Incense ( How To )

Here is a very simple recipe for some very effective, Necromancy Incense.  I created this about a year or so ago, the results are amazing!  So, what you will need....

Copal Resin 

Patchouli Oil 

3 Red Rose Petals

a few drops of your own blood

A dash of Graveyard Dirt

Make sure you grind up your Copal resin into a very fine powder.  This is going to act as the base and keep your incense burning.  It does become quite clumpy, just keep grinding in the mortar and pestle.   Once all your dry ingredients are evenly and well ground, add a drop of your own blood and a drop of the patchouli oil.  Grind it up some more.  It's a good idea to let it set out for about an hour, in a dry space.  This way the oil and blood can actually have a short period to dry out a bit.  With the intent of necromancy in mind, direct and focus all your energy into the mixture.  You can use other techniques as you see fit.  The dreams and visions this incense produces are phenomenal as well.  

Here is a video on making your own Necromancy Wand. It does require the incense, so here's the blog above.  ;) 

Creating a Spirit Vessel ( Within a Luciferian Context )

Creating a Spirit Vessel requires a lot of astral work, visualization and time.  To create an Ancestor Vessel, I will give this outline so that you can use it for more than just your Ancestors.  Never bind your Ancestors to ANYTHING, it's just rude.  So, you will need

A vessel of some sort ( glass, wooden, Etc.. )

You're going to want to wash it really well!  Let it set outside in the sun for 3 days ( if possible ), so it can dry.  Leave it in a window sill if you are unable to let it set outside due to weather or what not.  Once your vessel has dried thoroughly in the sun, decorate it.  An Ancestor Vessel will have all the symbols of death.  Skulls, sigils for Saturn and Mercury, Certain seals of solomon, Etc.  

Once you've decorated your Vessel now comes the Nganga.  Some will say you CANNOT create an Nganga by yourself, I disagree.  I've made one and it works amazing.  I used a mini resin skull, for my Nganga, in this Ancestor Vessel.  Place on the bottom of the vessel a small amount of cemetery dirt, twigs/stones from the cemetery, cemetery dirt from the graves of your Ancestors ( always be respectful when taking the dirt, leave a few pennies, a cigarette or some water for them.)  Now place any objects inside the vessel that you associate with your Ancestors ( or whichever Spirit/Demon you are working with).  

Now that it's all said and done, go into a meditative state, the death current, slow breathing techniques work great to get you there.  Please do not use any sort of ethogen to achieve this state of being.  Once you're in the astral state, call out to the shades of the dead, your Ancestors, the spirit you are creating the vessel for.  Explain to them what you are doing.  Be EXACT!  Keeping your vessel on the triangle of arte, you are conjuring this energy into existence.  So, now you have your vessel made, you've contacted the spiritual world, you'll get a gut feeling if it's " ok " to go ahead with your procedure.  

Here comes the " Circle of The Dead " which will bind you to your Vessel.  

Toss a small amount of gravel soil and a small amount of your own blood on top of your pre-created Nganga, that was placed inside your spirit vessel.  Make sure you have this on your Triangle of Arte.  Take your wand with your left hand, going counter clockwise around your vessel and intone the following :

" I summon the mighty dead from the spaces of silence from which the grave cradles.  I give you life by blood and by soil, by the essence of my being.  Emerge from your sleep of death and encircle my being, protecting my body as I dream and walk the web of night.  As Thanatos I require your service, for we are bound by the laws of death "   

The shade will now feed on your Astral body as you sleep, giving it nourishment to perform the duties of it's creation.  The shades are forced away once you return back to your body/wake up.  

These are very intense and time consuming procedures.  It takes quite a bit of time to get to the state of mind you need to be in, to contact these beings.  Take your time, research, read, learn.  Always be safe, if you're not comfortable with it, don't do it.  You can also pick up a copy of " The Book of The Witch's Moon " By Michael Ford.  

I hope this helps and sums up a bit more from my video.  Thank you to all that watch!  Happy creating! :) 

Azazel Vessel.  

Here is the actual video on making Spirit Vessels.